It was one of those easy W.I.L.D. dreaming sessions. I retained awareness upon falling asleep and felt great and joyful, fully aware. I started to jump up and down happily and after a while, I entered some unfamiliar house. There were a few people milling around and I flew to the upper floor.
There were some statues there, carved out of lifeless stone. I sensed that someone is behind me, trying to make a contact. I turned around and saw a human being. I started with my usual drill (I did not want to use energy for 'seeing', I rarely do that in dreaming):
- are you an inorganic being? Yes.
(Inorganic being in this context meant the non-human being)
Oh, ok, I thought to myself, not overly interested in exchange with the spirit. I did not enter this particular dream with a specific intention to contact these spirits, so just to be sure, I continued to question the spirit:
- are you a demon/jinn? No.
- are you a black death defier? Yes.
Its answer surprised me and my inner reaction was quite emotional and after a few moments I just woke up in my bed. I was not ready to deal with my reactions to the presence of such a spirit. I did not enter the dreaming again that night...
Dreaming awake in the dark castle
(if you will, see the three Dreaming Awake blog posts, here >>)
In the afternoon that day, however, I took some time and decided to enter the dreaming state awake and to check out what the spirit wanted. Having already severed all (known) attachments to my inner disharmonies regarding these dark spirits, I felt confident and a bit curious.
Employing the Maya Words of Power I soon began to see 'the Eye' in front of me...
...and I intended to travel to the place I knew about only from what I have heard.
The initial vision changed and I soon found myself on a dry stony area a few miles from some building that I interpreted as a castle. There was no water, no trees or flowers in sight. Only a stony plane as far as the eyes could see. Almost nothing to focus my dreaming attention on...
The feeling I had looking at that building was gloomy and sinister. It was a dark castle of the back death defiers.
I sighed deeply and thought to myself, what a drama. I was fully aware that I was at the lower astral level of existence (and barely aware of my physical body), and I knew there would be a lot of dark glamour and illusion present there.
On the wings of intention, I flew over to the highest tower and entered through the dark stony walls into the room. Intuition served me well, for right there in that spacious room there was one spirit sitting on a slightly elevated seat. I instantly knew it was the spirit that came into my dreaming. I sensed it knew I was coming.
The room was round, some 15 meters in diameter, with two narrow windows on the left and right sides of the seat and that, was it. No flowers, no furniture, nothing. Just cold stone.
(reflecting now on these events, I understand that in the initial dream up there in that house, there were only dead cold stone statues - an indication that a black death defier was there.)
As I approached the spirit, I knew that it would pound on me with its low astral dark energy. Feeling completely confident, I moved closer.
The sight was not pretty: a dark green-brownish disfigured human appearance with insect wings and face. "How can you be content with such a form", I thought to myself. "What a miserable existence you must endure keeping such a form! Oh well...".
Its black eyes focused on me and after a while, I heard: "I contacted you in your dreaming because I want you to be aware of something."
Its gaze was intended to be powerful, I sensed, but I have encountered way more powerful beings in the past and found its gaze energetically interesting at best.
"We are following your practice from a distance since our last energy exchange and you have been busy since."
(It was referring to the situation a few months ago where I finally freed myself from my inner delusions (and from the influence of the lineage of the sorcerers of antiquity, the Castaneda lineage, to be more exact) and consequently from their energy control as well. I made it clear that their ways do not interest me at all (anymore) and got them to agree to leave me be.)
I understood that it must have been something important (to them) to violate our agreement and to contact me like that.
"OK, what do you want?", I asked out loud.
"We want you!" it screamed and started to hover a few feet over the ground with the annoying sound
I felt the surge of dark astral (emotional) energy coming towards me and in the past, I always reacted softly; now, however, I just focused on the awareness itself, opened up more, and let the energy pass through.
It floated there, all dark and menacing, trying to play on my weaknesses in my awareness (fear, attachment, aversion, greed, etc.).
I could understand its limited state of awareness, its own fear, anger, greed for power, and addiction to the energy from others. I actually felt compassion for it. I clearly saw how completely and utterly different we are. In a way, that situation at that moment alone was worth the trip: it became very clear to me that the astral level of existence was left behind for good, thanks to my Maya Nagual and empowerments into the Maya practices.
Outloud I just said, calmly: "So, what was it that you contact me in dreaming? Do you mind getting to the point, please?"
I learned from the Goetia practices that kindness goes a long way with dark spirits; it might contribute to this situation as well, I figured.
My reaction and calm composure took it by surprise, it seemed. It sat back down to its seat (was it a throne?) and said sharply:
"I want you to stop broadcasting your experiences about us!"
I took some time and said nothing.
It continued: "If you continue to share your knowledge about us, we will make you suffer!"
Oh, here we go again, I thought to myself.
"You have so limited awareness that you can't even ask nicely", ran through my mind.
Outloud I said: "Clearly there must be some misunderstanding.
First, my experiences with you and your kind are subjective and whatever I share is also only my subjective truth.
Other people and other spirits have free will to do whatever they please with the information I share.
So, basically, it is up to them how they react and how they perceive you and your kind. You can't possibly think you can control all of us? Or do you?"
I sensed a trace of despair in its presence.
I continued: "My intention is not to harm you and your kind. I respect your freedom of choice, and what you do with your awareness and your energy is your choice.
But since you are quite dissatisfied it seems, and always angry and after the energy of others, maybe you ought to look into YOURSELF and see whether YOU are really content with what YOU are doing?
Every action brings reaction, at least at this level here, surely you can realize that. So maybe you could start by thinking about those poor souls you have traped down in the dungeons? Or do you want to keep searching for solutions for your own inner energy problems on the outside?"
I knew it was a long shot but had to express myself. These low-level astral beings have a lot of energy (from others) and very limited self-awareness. I knew most of my words would just bounce.
The spirit said nothing for a while, most likely passively absorbing my awareness energy and then it said:
"I know what I want and I want you to stop sharing your experiences and knowledge about us!"
I actually felt compassion for the spirit, as I understood that there's a long way for it to come out of this level (low astral) of existence.
"If you come with me now, I will do as you ask. If not, well, you can't do anything about it, anyway.", I said.
I focused on awareness and in a few moments, "I" perceived me, it, the castle, their realm, and everything else as empty. Empty of independence, self-existence.
I also saw the black death defier sitting on its throne with the energy signature of bewilderment in its eyes, as it could not see the dreamer anymore.
* * *
That was the last time the black death defiers interfered with my practice.
They are there, at their low astral level realm, contributing to the grander scheme of things, traping anyone with no experiences and information about them and with a similar mentality and energy configuration.
It is not that they are evil. No. They just lack the needed self-awareness and self-compassion to raise above the low-level astral realm. And if we want to get rid of their influence, we have to raise our own awareness above theirs. It is as simple as that.
Dealing with the black death defiers
0. Do. Not. Believe. What. Black Death Defiers Tell You.
EVER!
We all have free will, and these low-astral level beings behave as though we do not. It is their dream, their illusion to be trapped in their miserable condition, and once you start believing their lies, their illusion becomes yours.
1. What's on the inside is what matters, not how these spirits present themselves.
So, let us deal with our own inner disharmonies instead of focusing on them and, what we perceive as, their schemes and manipulative strategies.
2. Facing our own fears, attachments, the quest for immortality (read: fear of death), anger, delusions and the lack of self-awareness is most important.
3. Black death defiers can do nothing if we assume a higher state of consciousness above the low astral level.
4. Work on our self-awareness (the Maya tradition, amongst others, offers a path to Freedom), not merely on building up life energy (the Castaneda style, only a quest for power). Self-compassion and compassion for others are the keys here.
5. Let us cultivate openness, self-love, self-confidence, compassion for other sentient beings, and, above all, self-compassion. These values are almost non-existent in the lives of the black death defiers.
6. Be happy and enjoy our lives, above reason.
:)
What do you think?
We all have free will, and these low-astral level beings behave as though we do not. It is their dream, their illusion to be trapped in their miserable condition, and once you start believing their lies, their illusion becomes yours.
1. What's on the inside is what matters, not how these spirits present themselves.
So, let us deal with our own inner disharmonies instead of focusing on them and, what we perceive as, their schemes and manipulative strategies.
2. Facing our own fears, attachments, the quest for immortality (read: fear of death), anger, delusions and the lack of self-awareness is most important.
3. Black death defiers can do nothing if we assume a higher state of consciousness above the low astral level.
4. Work on our self-awareness (the Maya tradition, amongst others, offers a path to Freedom), not merely on building up life energy (the Castaneda style, only a quest for power). Self-compassion and compassion for others are the keys here.
5. Let us cultivate openness, self-love, self-confidence, compassion for other sentient beings, and, above all, self-compassion. These values are almost non-existent in the lives of the black death defiers.
6. Be happy and enjoy our lives, above reason.
:)
What do you think?
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